[76] It is how all began...

I saw you today, I told you I didn't but I did. Why?

I guess, I didin't want to show you I care. Why?

Because in right moment it would hurt more than it should...

Or maybe it won't? Maybe it will be like never before. Maybe you will look into my eyes and you'll see happiness there. Like I've seen it before in yours? Maybe...

Maybe it's just the beggining. It could be the turning point, a point where life would really make sense. The beggining of something beautifull, something pure...

So... I called you, busy signal. Dark thoughts came to me, but it's a story with happy end. You were nervous, so maybe it's some kind of a sign? I hope so, cause your voice was just ... like a calm sea by the south coasts of Italy. What this sound is like? Well you'll have to trust me on that one. Pure beauty...

So now, I have to wait till sunday. Wait until tomorrow, and than again, and again... I have to silence my soul...

ps. Thank you!!! Is it the one? God, I trust you...

Once, there was this girl,
A Girl of my dreams...